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The very occasional strung out ranting moaning blog

Here is where I will document things that are on my mind and piss me off. Hopefully nowt too serious on here!

I feel all weird, I feel like I should be fed up but I'm not sure why. I mean I have loads of reasons to be fed up but I can't muster the energy to get worked up at the moment. Not sure why :?

This has quite possibly been the shittest year of my life in terms of shitty things which have happened. Final fucking year of uni and I go and get glandular fever just before exams and deadline dates. Of all the fucking times for me to get ill it would have to be this time smt:076 Laid up in bed for 4 weeks not even lifting a finger sounds like heaven usually but it happened at the worst time Didn't do my exams and didn't hand my dissertation in either. Feel like I'm so close to fucking up 4 years of uni for nothing now, makes me want to cry sometimes Broke up with my girlfriend (my choice) too just after I got better which made things worse, especially as she had a few problems which made it really hard for me to do (a few of you know about this so keep schtum). All for the best though I think. She better not be reading this

I dunno, feel like I'm drifting a bit at the moment. Was supposed to resit my exams the other week as well but the cunting uni refused to set me my exams cos of missing coursework (due to being ill) which means I've got to run around getting certificates etc for evidence of me being unable to do stuff. Then my mate kicked me out of his place in Reading early cos he wanted to spend more time with his fucking girlfriend. I don't know what it is recently, but even the smallest things are starting to piss me off Take my best mate's girlfriend. She's a fucking intelligent lass but she just seems typical of that kind of person who seeks satisfaction in life from working in a fucking animal sanctuary (ffs) in south america and then coming back after a year to look for a highly paid job screwing poor people out of money here in England. I think I hate her. And also because of the fact she turned my best mate into a cunt too.

Anyway, like I said at the beginning, I feel like I should be fed up. But I'm not and I don't know why. Maybe it's the fact that I have an easy job which I get paid well for doing. Maybe I secretly enjoy the fact that no uni stuff means no responsibilities. Maybe it's the fact that I know I'm getting a new Macbook next month Whatever it is, there's a shit load of stuff that making me angry and pissed off. But there's even more cool stuff making me happy. Like mates. And like this place. This place fucking rules
strung out

you're all still cunts though
bristle-krs

Re: The very occasional strung out ranting moaning blog

strung out wrote:
I think I hate her.


i think you fancy her
misskitty

I reckon sometimes everyone gets pissed off with things but don't know why. Its that fucking drifting feeling. I reckon the only way to get out of that is to do something drastic - move away, or go in a completely different direction to where you thought you would go. Even if you have a plan, you can always change it - but not having one at all is the thing that gets you down.

Chin up matey, you've always got me!

We could always try and take over the world if you fancy it xxx
Isambard

misskitty wrote:
I reckon the only way to get out of that is to do something drastic


Not only is she HOT MissKitty is wiser than a wise thing om a stick!

When I get in a rut I try and break the routine I'm in.
Like go to a different pub for a night out with different mates I've not seen for a while. Or spend the weekend in with a bottle of wine and some chocolate and a DVD rather than throwing shapes in the chuch of dance.

"Jump over your shadow" as the saying goes and the sun will soon start shining again!
Ninjadmin

mind you i legged it across the world and didn't escape from my problems, you have to face up to them rather than avoid them or they just fester (like milk)

i am the owner of the best website on the internet tho
SoreenKid

Welcome to the real world. And it will get worse / harder too!



In all seriousness if that is all that is pissing you off, you're a lucky chappy. Even thought it may seem like the worst thing ever, it aint.
misskitty

Well thanks a bunch firky for that, really helpful. so things can only get worse can they? If you haven't got anything constructive to say, how about not saying anything at all?
SoreenKid

Yup! It will get worse. People close to him will die, sometimes in unnecessary circumstances, debt will raise its ugly head, real relationship problems will arise, the safe sanctury of home will no longer be there, and he may not always have a job and a roof over his head.

That is the reality of it. Life throws some awful shit at you at times and there is no point in wrapping up people in cotton wool and pretending it doesn't happen.
wraeth

There will always be people in worse situations, or that have experienced more difficult times.

I don't suppose strung out is naive enough to think otherwise.

I think it's quite brave posting personal feelings in that degree of detail because the act of posting invites comments. Inevitably some of those comments will be helpful with advice - and some might be a remark on the obvious.

We're generally supportive and friendly on TCTE which might be a reason for feeling confident in posting personal blogs - it's certainly a forum which has been successful and interesting imo. Long may that continue!

Strung out, have you thought about talking this through with a careers advsor? Some of them are pretty dire, admittedly, but some are very good at what they do. Also, sometimes the discussion with someone removed from your day to day life can be helpful in prompting ideas and goals which you may not have considered together with providing a higher degree of objectivity than you might get from friends and family.

It also occurs to me that you might be depressed, which often follows glandular fever. There's some info here
it might be a good idea to have a trip to the GP again? Not that dreadful one that delayed your diagnosis mind smt:076
Isambard

Dunno how hard you celebrated your birthday mate but is this partly a bit of midweek blues as well maybe?

Bananas, ribena, marmite, fresh fruit and veg, mineral water are your midweek friends innit.
Red Jezza

S_O; you need the bad stuff to help you see how good all the good times are.
MandraxMonkey

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strung out

SoreenKid wrote:
Yup! It will get worse. People close to him will die, sometimes in unnecessary circumstances, debt will raise its ugly head, real relationship problems will arise, the safe sanctury of home will no longer be there, and he may not always have a job and a roof over his head.

That is the reality of it. Life throws some awful shit at you at times and there is no point in wrapping up people in cotton wool and pretending it doesn't happen.

Yep, one of my best friends in the world died when I was 17. Still miss him even today. Was pretty shit to be honest. £16k of debt is not too nice to live with even though I know some people have it worse. I'm quite aware that shit happens to everyone, and sometime in the future worse shit might happen to me. Doesn't mean that any of the problems I have today aren't important though does it?
strung out

Derian wrote:
There will always be people in worse situations, or that have experienced more difficult times.

I don't suppose strung out is naive enough to think otherwise.

Innit
Derian wrote:
I think it's quite brave posting personal feelings in that degree of detail because the act of posting invites comments. Inevitably some of those comments will be helpful with advice - and some might be a remark on the obvious.

We're generally supportive and friendly on TCTE which might be a reason for feeling confident in posting personal blogs - it's certainly a forum which has been successful and interesting imo. Long may that continue!

Yeah, this place rocks

Derian wrote:
Strung out, have you thought about talking this through with a careers advsor? Some of them are pretty dire, admittedly, but some are very good at what they do. Also, sometimes the discussion with someone removed from your day to day life can be helpful in prompting ideas and goals which you may not have considered together with providing a higher degree of objectivity than you might get from friends and family.


I've been thinking about this. In the short term I'm going to stick with the night shifts because it's easy money (even though I rarely see the daylight, another thing that gets me down sometimes!) but I think a few of you know that I'm hoping to move to Germany after I do these sodding exams next summer. Really haven't got a clue what I want to do, but I can speak German and I can pull pints so I'll try it out there for a bit.

Derian wrote:
It also occurs to me that you might be depressed, which often follows glandular fever. There's some info here
it might be a good idea to have a trip to the GP again? Not that dreadful one that delayed your diagnosis mind smt:076
I've been to a counsellor once or twice before and to be honest they never really did me much good. Hate talking about all that bollocks to a complete stranger. And to be honest, while all this stuff is getting me fed up, I'm actually still pretty happy at the moment. Maybe cos I had a wicked time at the weekend for me birthday, maybe cos I've got plans or whatever. Not sure, but I'm pretty sure I'm not depressed anyway. I just needed a rant about things. Especially seeing as I'm not posting anywhere else at the moment to let this kind of stuff out.

Anyway, you're all wicked. So there
strung out

Isambard wrote:
Dunno how hard you celebrated your birthday mate but is this partly a bit of midweek blues as well maybe?

Bananas, ribena, marmite, fresh fruit and veg, mineral water are your midweek friends innit.

I know what you're suggesting Nah no drugs for me last weekend. I was high on the company of all me mates
Ninjadmin

you get depressed off alcohol as well, the amount i have wanted to cry when my hangover wore off and i was stuck at school trying to stop kids from climbing on my head :?
strung out

i wouldn't be able to deal with kids on a hangover :?
Ninjadmin

it's worse sober tbh
SoreenKid

nah, what i mean is you'll wonder why you were moaning one day init, blud
Ninjadmin

SoreenKid wrote:
nah, what i mean is you'll wonder why you were moaning one day init, blud


cos he had your cock in his arse
two faced twat

strung out wrote:
i wouldn't be able to deal with kids on a hangover :?


Hungover kids are a nightmare fo'sure
strung out

hey gang, ermm, just popping over to say hi! Sorry not been on recently, decided to knock some of my copiuos internet duties on the head for a little bit. Life has just been a bit hectic recently what with work and other stuff, too much stuff to fit into one post but just saying that i miss ya all and hopefully be back sometime soon!
wraeth

'ello strung out We miss you too but hope all that real life shizzle is all good and hope to see you back soon
Isambard

Check PMs!
Ninjadmin

ello stung out

don't be a stranger etc
bristle-krs

i seen 'im... he looked gelled-up
misskitty

I miss Strung Out

we are both busy bunnies atm. He is out for JTGs birthday tonight I believe

wonder what they're getting up to....??!
Ninjadmin

Red Jezza

c'maaan strung out we miss yas mate. we miss yer like a drunk misses the bog bowl or summat like that....

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